walk... just walk...

2006-08-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

alchohol fucks with my mind... i had 5 tigers last nite... was gonna have a few more.. but was afraid i won't make it home... im feeling fucking depressed over nothing now... feel like partying... y does everyone on earth seem to be happy except me... damn... fuck me...

2006-07-02T02:42:00.000+08:00

FUCK ME!! she's married... AND ENGLAND LOST!!! FUCK ME AGAIN!!!

2006-05-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

OK FUCK IT!!! i'm just going to blog... Since everyone seems so fucking busy...

i had a fucked up day today...
FIRST.. i was late for work.. got there, the whole fucking parade was formed up... CO's parade lagi.. NVM... Wing Sergeant Major didn't punish me.. had a bad feeling since i woke up actually.. woke up in time for normal work days... then reach dover... saw the fucking bus stop so fucking empty.. felt strange.. then realised i had to get there by 0720... and it was the start of the school hols... ok nvm... so on with the parade... thot everything went fine.. THEN.. blardy fucking CO said i had long hair... ok nvm... THEN.. after the FUCKING parade.. fucking School Sergeant Major asked me to step out in front of the WHOLE FUCKING SCHOOL so that me can make his bloody point... FUCK... THEN i had to sign 3 FUCKING duties... FUCK...

i swear i was going to cut my hair on sunday.. but i went out to watch DVC.. then went home late.. HOW TO CUT.. ok nvm my fault.. just wanted to point that out...

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF... almost broke down... seriously... fucked up... not because i had to sign extra... but coz of how i felt so down and had no one there to pick me up... FUCK!!!! i ought to kil myself....

2006-05-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

ok... i havent been blogging in a very long while.. i was just reading my old posts.. and then i thot to myself.. "i USED to have a life".. haha.. actually.. that wasn't funny..

since entering NS.. i feel like i have changed.. i dunno for the better or for worse.. i realise that i have gotten more boring.. more quiet.. less corny.. less funny.. less justin... i feel like there's something missing in my life, like the enthusiasm i used to have is now gone.. i miss those daes where i can stay up late talking on the fone.. and go out the whole dae.. and go clubbing.. and just go chill somewhere with my friends..

is this the changing point of my life that all these older folks have been telling me all my life? coz if it is.. den it started without me knowing... which i hate.. i hate stuff happening without me knowing..

i am currently in search of something i've been missing out on for the past many many years.. but i have mixed feelings about it... nvm...

i was on leave today.. woke up at ard noon... didn't noe wad to do.. so i logged on msn.. saw fad online.. chat for a while.. that was when i kinda realised i didnt have the gusto i used to have.. i don' know if its me that has changed.. or that the ppl ard my have all changed all at one moment in time.. it feels like the ppl ard me have stopped being amused by me... i cannot even carry on a conversation without pauses.. i laugh less than i used to.. i feel more sentimental than i used to... im feeling down now.. i dunno why... one of the things that come with growing old i guess..

the whole day todae i did nothing.. what a waste of time.. i could have done at least something... something productive.. i went to the library.. wanted to borrow 'the catcher in the rye'.. but it wasnt available.. so i got the malay version.. 'wira ladang'.. i got home.. started reading.. den i got bored.. so i called a few of my friends... ALL OF THEM DIDNT PICK UP THE FREAKING PHONE!!!... i don't really blame them.. but it really made me think.. of wad i used to do at times like these.. i used to have someone to call.. to talk to.. to disturb.. or at least to tell that im bored... now i don't..

maybe i need someone to be there for me emotionally.. maybe that sould be my priority in life.. i didnt think for a moment since i entered NS that i'd feel down.. coz i thot i'd be so damn bz... but its times like these that test me i guess.. i suddenly feel vulnerable to stuff so stupid.. i need someone... yeah.. i do...

cheers....

2006-05-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

pukimak... aku boring gile siak... takde org nk layan aku.. aaarrrhhh... satu2 tannak angkat talifon... i need someone... heeelllpp!!!

2006-01-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

i hate NS...

2005-07-25T10:13:00.000+08:00

Check this out... balloon in nose.. out from mouth.. waaahahaha... disgusting...

2005-05-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

FUCK!!!, i HATE, me, i HATE my life, i HATE EVERYTHING!!!! I HAVE A SICKNESS!!! SOMEONE HEEELP!!

COCKTAILS & DREAMS MY ASS!!!

2005-05-25T06:37:00.000+08:00

woooohooooo.... i did my first cocktail today... here i come world...

2005-05-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

Congrats Justin...

2005-04-28T04:15:00.000+08:00

In Loving Memory of 'Ah Lu'

the cutest little hamster that ever lived...
'Ah Lu' passed away peacefully on the 27th of April 2005 due to birth complications..
'Ah Lu' is deeply missed and remembered by:
'Ah Fu'- Brother
'Ah Shou'- Sister
The family of Justin Ho who saw him through thick and thin..
Good Luck up there brother..

2005-03-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

wooooohooooooo... i juz got back frm my first gig.. n it was wicked dude.. sorry.. no pictures.. coz i didnt do any magic.. juz some balloon twisting.. so i didnt think it wad dat significant.. but it was cool.. gonna do it again some other time.. cheers..

2005-03-15T13:55:00.000+08:00

my hamsters...

arent they cute...

2004-12-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

k.... im juz bored n dont noe wad to do... so im gonna start typing.. ermm.. k i dunno wad to type.. cheers...

2004-11-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

ok.. so i failed my fin mgmt... one more sem to repeat.. congrats justin.. u juz delayed ur ns.. cheers..

2004-11-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

that was just the start ppl.. next vid will be out nxt wk.. if everything goes well...

2004-11-10T01:03:00.001+08:00

heres a clip of me in my element...
right click here
and save it to ur pc or juz click it to watch

2004-11-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

i juz realised dat i really need to lose some massive weight.. neone noes of a cheap-non exercise way to lose weight?? haha.. two things to remember.. CHEAP, NO EXERCISE!!! hahahaha... cheers...

2004-10-15T10:31:00.000+08:00

i just made the biggest mistake of my life.. i have a feeling i'd regret wad i did todae forever.. n i'll never forgive myself for doing it..

i juz signed up for another six mths of hell in sp.. i think i flunked my finance paper.. i onli did my t/f questions and multiple choice.. even that, i dont think i can pass.. so.. ntah la..

the whole time during the paper.. i really didnt do any work.. was juz sitting there.. didnt even touch my calculator.. when ykk announced that there were onli 30mins left.. i knew i didnt have much hope left, i was hanging on the last shimmer of hope that i might get a chance to look at someone's paper.. didnt happen.. i really didnt know how to do a single thing on the piece of paper..

my onli hope now for passing the subject would be to do gd enuff so that the first term's marks could pull me up.. im seriously hanging on a tether.. a really slim one.. on the verge of breaking, if it hadnt broken yet.. damn...

2004-10-06T09:22:00.001+08:00

so im in class now.. came an hr late.. log info sys.. fukked up.. dun understand nething.. looks like im gonna fail dis module.. hope not..

practised clasisic pass y'dae.. fukked up too.. not an easy move.. takes time.. threw da deck on da floor in frustration a couple of times..

bought jay sankey's rev coin m dvd from penguin recently.. regretted it.. although it hasnt arrived.. should have gotten romaine's manipulation dvd..

perfecting regal's everywhere routine.. kinda cool routine.. will show off some dae..

exams coming.. fukked up too.. onli werking one dae next week...

kalvin's b dae is todae.. gonna ask him to pick 4 numbers later during lunch..

cheers...

2004-09-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

so peeps.. like my new skin?? cheers...

2004-09-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. i juz changed my skin.. i mean my blog skin.. cool eh.. i like tha eye thang noe.. like so mystical... cheers...

2004-09-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

i think my blog is dead.. hahaha... damn.. havent been blogging for so long

neways.. how've u ppl been doing? ive been quite bz these days..

so i logged in juz now, saw liza.. btw, she changed her blog skin.. go check it out.. its damn cool..

k.. so i juz got a pakage from penguin magic, i ordered some stuff, and got dem in da mail on mondae.. which im so excited abt.. hahaha... so now i have a metal bending routine.. haha.. looking for gigs.. but keeping low still.. see how things go.. hoping to start things off b4 ns.. to have a solid customer base.. haha..

l so.. skool really sucks.. havent been punctual n stuff since it reopened.. haha..

oooh yeah.. i juz passed subj 12 of my motorcycle lessons.. another one and im off to book for tp.. so im trying to save money for a bike.. so i most prob wont spend dat much on magic dis coming mth... i hope..

cheers...

2004-08-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

member naik TZM seeeeeehhh.... hahaha...

2004-08-18T13:45:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.. so i havent been to this page for a damn long time.. which means i havent been updating for a damn long time..

been busy these few daes la.. werking studying n stuff.. actually i havent done much studying lately.. but i've been busy on a secret, if-i-tell-u-i-have-to-kill-u, porject... so.. i cant tell u... *winks*

had a few tests these past few weeks, law, MEK n stuff.. i think i flew high for my MEK.. coz it was sooooooo damn easy... law was ok... but i have an assignment on law that i dun think is ok... on hague-visby and hamburg rules.. i noe dat u dunno wad dat means.. but.. im juz trying to impress chics into thinking dat i am some educated dude.. hahahahahaha.. yeah rite...

n latest news... i lost 5 kgs.. hahaha.. seriously.. ask me how.. hahaha... i'll be taking my final theory on the 9th of sept... 7 daes after my b'dae... which means...
MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 2ND OF SEPT...
is that clear enuff?? hahaha....

guess thats it huh... cheers mate...

2004-08-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

ok.. so its been a long time since i last updated.. so here goes..

i juz got back frm werk, tired.. but its ok.. i had 300 plus bux a few daes ago (duit gaji) now its all gone.. dun ask me how..

wad a bad dae for kelvin, my colleague todae, da gerl he had a crush on for more than a yr came to dine in juz now, wid her husband, da gerl's onli 20, the whole nite he was ranting bout it.. oooh yeah, n dat gerl happens to be my other colleagur, qin hui's sister.. haha.. i noe u guys dunno wad im toking bout.. so forgeddit.. cheers....

2004-07-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

hey... u cant hear music now coz i think da server hosting my song is down of something... so.. if u guys noe of a beeter one... tell me...

2004-07-25T03:29:00.000+08:00

hey peeps... look at da time... i cant sleep.. although im yawning.. neways.. like da new song?? i call it unwanted supermoves.. hahaha.. remixed by dj snooze... hehehe... cheers....

2004-07-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

k.. so todae is like da first time after i started werking back at swensens dat i dunno wad to do.. haha.. skool ended at 5 juz now.. n i seriously didnt noe wad to do... went to clementi to duplicate key.. den went home... yaaa. dats abt it..

n same thing for tomoro, not werking tomoro.. so dunno wad to do.. who ever wants to go out, pls ajak me.... haha... cheers...

25 july, sunday.. subj 11, 1255... posted dis to remind myself...

2004-07-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

ladies n gentlemen... i successfully cut down da number of ciggies i smoke a day by 10 fold.. i smoked onli 2 sticks today... congratulate me... hahaha... but its onli one dae.. we'll see how stuff goes... will keep u guys updated.. cheers...

2004-07-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

my foot hurts... i hate da fukkers at swensens.. no sense of belonging.. fukkers..went to da senseh on wed.. told mr azlan i wasnt coming.. caled 3 fukkers.. all 2 said they had skool.. skool ends at 3 on wednesdaes idiots.. no one to replace me.. so i had to werk wid my bad feet.. had to force it into my shoe.. dat wasnt da worst part.. da worst part is still knowing dat 3 ppl who could replace me refused to.. its ok.. dun ever wish id replace dem.. but at least i got to go back at 10.. todae was ok.. did fountain.. didnt have to run around dat much.. jammed twice.. who cares.. first time.. salina came in to help.. dat was gd.. coz she knew wad to do.. second time teety came in.. it wasnt dat gd.. no further comments..

had a topical test on law on wednesdae oso.. i think i flunked it.. i swore i studied.. but wad i studied didnt come out.. pity da gerl who sat beside me.. hahahahahahahahahahaha........ cheers.....

2004-07-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

wanna noe y i hate japs??? read...
http://www.littlespeck.com/region/CForeign-Jp-040714.htm

2004-07-13T01:25:00.000+08:00

i've been buzy.. wid skool n werk.. sorry i havent updated for so long.. im tired.. going to bed now.. cheers...

2004-07-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

the ITE Bishan gig.. didnt do dat well.. but it was a first time experience..

me n yat... b4 da show.. cool n composed...yaa rite..

the crowd we played to... how can u not be scared...

meeee....

my band.. my band.. my band.. my band.. the chics don't..

my vocalist... imah...

2004-07-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

ladies n gentlemen... im a greek fan now.. hahaha... to think dat dey didnt even qualify for euro 200.. n they are so gd now.. i really respect dem.. n da best part is.. da name of their goalie very style.. haha.. nikopolidis.. or something liddat la.. da name is so ancient.. haha.. den i thot.. oo greece.. haha.. patot name cam gitu.. wonder y no player named zeus ke, hercules ke, caesar ke.. haha.. if u noe wad i mean.. haha.. kk.. skool starts on mondae.. n i m caboting da morning classes.. coz of gig at ite bishan, n also afternoon lessons coz i got moto lessons.. haha.. baik takyah gi skola.. haha... k la.. i lazy to blog anymore.. see u... cheers..

2004-07-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

heey... i feel fukked up.. da 'no aim in life' feeling has hit me again.. i started werking at swensens already.. quite cool.. coz everyone who i dun noe.. noes me.. haha.. seems like everyone's been talking o da new staff abt me... which is kinda cool actually.. haha.. kk.. so these past few daes has ben damn boring.. SERIOUSLY BORING.. except when i werk.. n i need to werk.. coz i need money... for my license.. n stuff...

N i wanna watch so7... but i got no money..... dammit.. i my pay wouldnt be out till end next mth.. or maybe in da middle of nxt mth, when i get my check for the werk i did dis mth.. which is like 3 daes werk? n neways.. it wont make it in time for sa concert. which is on the 11.. maybe i should save up... but ciggies are pulling me back..

my throat hurts like hell these past few daes.. dunno y.. maybe coz of da ciggies.. i think it is bcoz of da ciggies.. coz everytime i suck on one.. i'd feel my throat hurting...

i juz printed out my time table.. i have a mondae schedule of 8-4.. wonderful.. it onli means i have more time to cabot class.. hahaha..my wedsdaes start at 8 also... till 3.. fukk.. n what wonderful modules i have ahead of me... LAW, E COMMERSE, FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT, LOGISTIC INFO SYSTEMS.. n so on... so interesting... rite..

damn.. i need to talk.. n i need 30 bux.. cheers...

2004-06-27T10:52:00.000+08:00

ladie n gentlemen.. i did something damn cool todae.... I RODE A VESPA!!! WoooooooHoooooo!!! haha.. it belonged to my fren's campmate.. sprint custom 150.. in laymen terms, its a sprint, modified to look like a 150.. damn.. syok siak.. walaupon bawak main2 kat youth park nye car park.. hahaha..

n i did something else... i lepaked wid BAPOKS!! HAHAHAHAha.. i swear its true.. haha.. coz we were lepaking at esplanade, n this grp of bapoks lalu us.. den my fren die peh gatal.. gi kacau tu bapok.. abis.. haha.. trus melekat.. haha.. but ok ar they all, like normal guys wid a problem wid gender.. hahaha.. bobual crappy jgk, sarcastic.. after dudok kat esplanade, we went to dis park near the pub they werk at.. n lepaked there.. until bout 9.. ni i juz got home.. too excited to sleep.. haha.. muz blog first..

and another thing happened todae.. at esplanade jgk.. me n my frens tgh buat bising.. skali got dis abg2 dtg.. den he said "waaah.. seronok nyanyi..." sssskkkallliii.... behind him ade dlm 15 - 20 ppl ikut.. kaoz.. we thot wad onli siak.. skali.. rupenye polis.. nk screen.. den we all give ic ar.. den dey all ask.. "who smoke here" we put up our hand ar, den one of dem said " u noe wad is the fine for underage smoking?" padahal b4 dat we told dem our age already.. lagipon our ic wid dem.. wad da fukk?!?! tapi takpe.. dey doing their job.. skali got one of dem.. look like ah beng.. come sit beside me.. speak to me in hokkien " eh.. u chinese ar?" i said yes "which of ur parents malay?" i told him ar both chinese, i learn malay frm frens since young "ooo.. ok.. u all sit where one?" i sae ar.. we sometime play soccer at tmn jrg, sometimes go play pool, sometimes go bowling.. den he ask "noooo i mean u all wad gang one" den i sae ar.. we no gang ar.. stupid ar gangsters.. but da fucked up part is, he tok to me like i did something wrong to him.. dah la muke 'ah beng mintak kene pukul' ambooooi... after dat, dey gave us our ic, n left widdout even saying thanx for cooperating of sorry or wad... fuck da police...

kk.. im done wid my blog todae.. but i still can't sleep... cheers...

2004-06-26T01:27:00.001+08:00

abt kittens... read...

http://www.museumofhoaxes.com/pranks/bonsai.html

2004-06-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

guess wad... im werking at swensens again.. yesterdae, my mom showed me a $202 bill.. i had to.. darn.. well, it isnt dat bad actually, at least i have some extra money to shop or wadever when skool starts.. k.. im bored.. i wish skool started dis week.. but.. haiz.. dunno oso wad i typing.. kk.. cheers...

2004-06-24T02:06:00.001+08:00

my fav ciggies...

2004-06-24T02:06:00.000+08:00

my fav band.. hehe..

2004-06-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

hey people.. havent been blogging for long.. how do u like my new skin? hehe..

so juz got back frm linkin park concert.. i dont like em, but it was fun watch.. i mean listening to a band like dem perform.. i didnt pay for tix.. i didnt even go in.. i was wid my frens, n hundreds of other ppl, sitting outside da padang, listening to den play live n watching the action frm a big screen..

actually, dey played well ar.. but rite, i dun like their music.. so it was quite boring...

after da gig.. we walked to bugis, to take train.. coz we reckoned dat it would be jam packed at city hall...

neways, im going to sentose tomoro... sape nk ikut? hehe...

2004-06-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

test..

2004-06-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

ok ppl... new audio file.. stand up by ron white... yo mama jokes.. enjoi...

2004-06-15T04:41:00.000+08:00

swe 5 - bul 0.. wad a scoreline.. onli one goal in ther first half.. and 4 in the second.. the bulgarian defence is atroucious.. the keeper was on form during the first half.. but during the 2nd, hancur!! the second goal of the game, also the first of the 2nd half, was a daring diving header by lamppard, no one was marking him, neways, the keeper could have dived to save it, but he just stared, maybe the ball was too fast for him, after a few seconds of the restart, lamppard scored another, this time, he used his feet instead, with an extended foot, he managed to put the ball in the net just like his former goal, it was from a short cross deep in the penalty box, 2 goals in just a few minutes.
the next goal was a penalty, ljunberg was brought down in the penalty box, albramovic took advantage of the spot kick.
after a well earned goal, albramovic's job was over taken by allback, and the substitute didnt waste his manager's effort, he scored another goal, which made it 5 for the team in yellow, it was a 1 to 1 encounter with he goalie, who did get his finger on the ball, but it wasnt enuff to stop the raging bull.. haha...

2004-06-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

ok.. ive been sitting at home since i woke up, at 4.. pm.. got a one dae job tomoro, at sentose.. haha.. riverboat restaurant i think, my fren's werkplace.. nice of him to recommend me.. haha.. at least ade jgk duit.. ok dah lah.. itu je.. cheers..

2004-06-13T05:41:00.000+08:00

ok.. so its 5 37am, n im not asleep yet, listening to sudirman.. hahaha.. i wanna comment on portugals match against greece.. they really did deserve to lose.. look at how dey played.. like fukk.. haha..

k so i havent been blogging for quite a while.. so i thot i'd blog, since i got nothing to do..

so i went to esplanade juz now, wid amin, jasman n fatah, met them at suntec, amin got some stuff for nazrah, who he broke up wid a few mths ago.. dat part i dun get.. nvm.. love.. haha.. ok.. so den we went to esplanade, there were these gigantic butterflies, actually, 2 ang mohs (i wanted to spell da english werd out but i dunno da spelling... hahaha) on stilts wearing gigantic butterfly suits, which i thot was cool, except the thot of dem falling frm their high perch.. hahaha...at the outdoor stage, there was a local middle eastern band performing, their music was cool man.. haha.. but da belly dancer was a chinese lady, she really defined da term BELLY DANCING.. hahaha... if u dunno wad i mean, ask me..

after a few songs, we walked to bugis, circled bugis village, jasman bought a hp charger, fatah got a bag, n i got nothing, coz i was and still am BROKE!!.. dammit.. haha..

after dat, we went to bugis junction, went to the arcade, which is THEIR fav place, but not mine.. i juz stood n watched jasman play this racing game..

sat by the fountain after the arcade experience.. until abt 11, we headed home...

got home juz in thime to watch greece beat portugal, i onli showered during half time.. hahaha... den lepak jap.. watch spain beat russia by 1 goal.. den lepak.. until now.... damn.. im bored.. i need a life...

2004-06-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

ok.. i juz came back frm sgh.. fren met in an accident.. teman him to sgh.. kao.. slow siak da service.. ok i think dats it... cheers..

2004-06-10T03:41:00.000+08:00

dammit.. no one can imagine da boredom im going through now.. fukkin hell.. can someone call me? or should i call someone? NO U FUKKIN IDIOT!! PPL ARE ASLEEP.. UNLIKE U.. THEY HAVE LIVES!!! GO ENTERTAIN UR FUKKING SELF MUTILATED SLEAZY LO LIFE MORONIC SELF U PIECE 'A TRASH.. i suddenly feel like smoking.. and if i do.. its like da 3rd stick i had in this hr alone... SO? U THINK PPL WOULD CARE IF U DIED FRM SOME FUKKIN SICKNESS U GOT THROUGH UR DISGUSTING HABIT? NO!! GO FUCK URSELF U FAT SLEAZY JUNKYARD REJECT... KILL URSELF IF U WANT TO... NO ONE WOULD NOTICE!! RIP UR FUCKING HEART OUT.. EAT IT IF U WANT TO..
ok.. i think dis is gettinh disgusting.. FUCK U.. DONT CHANGE THE TOPIC GO SIT IN UR ROOM N JERK OFF TO UR HEARTS CONTENT..or issit contend? dunno.. but i noe im bOOOooOOOred.... BORED TO FUKKING DEATH!!!! HELP ME!! SHOW ME A WAY OUT!! THROW ME A MIRACLE... ID BE DAMN APPRECIATIVE.. JUZ EASE ME OF MY BOREDOM!!!! HEEEEELLLP!!!

2004-06-10T03:35:00.000+08:00

dammit.. can someone pls entertain me.. tok to me or something...... i hate me.. im full of hate now.. i can kill ppl at this point of time.. talk to me or i'll kill u.. k.. dun worry abt me.. im a schizo.. NO IM NOT!!! IM PERFECTLY NORMAL.. I JUZ NEED SOMETHING TO DO!! DAMMIT!! ITS TOOO QUIET... damn... btw.. i mixed a song todae.. HAHAHA.. hurray.. jim morrisons bird of prey n dj kenji's blue.. turned out good.. so ne club owners need a resident? hahaha....

2004-06-10T03:34:00.000+08:00

i love u... no i dont.. ooh.. yes i do.. no i mean i dont... DAMMIT!!! sorry.. haha.. got nothing to do....

2004-06-10T03:32:00.000+08:00

IM SICK N BORED N TIRED N SHIT!!! FUKK!!! HEEELLLPP ME!!!! SOME ONE TALK TO ME!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... haha.. gile..

2004-06-10T03:31:00.000+08:00

IM BORED GOD DAMMIT!!! BORED TO FUKING DEATH!!!! GOD GIMME SOMETHING TO DO!!!!! HEEEEELLLLPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

dammit.. something's wrong wid my shout box..

k.. so my rtt went quite ok.. dun wanna put high hopes..
feel sick.. headache n flu.. damn..

n im so bored now.. no one to chat wid...

cheers...

2004-06-09T16:44:00.000+08:00

heya.. havent been blogging for long.. well..
nothing really happened so like got nothing to blog abt..
neways.. i'll be taking my rtt later at 7 30.. wish me luck..

2004-06-07T05:14:00.000+08:00

great game...

http://www.123games.dk/game/other/peanut/peanut.htm

2004-06-07T03:01:00.000+08:00

ok... i juz got home.. k.. liza.. i was supposed to tell something todae.. but since ur not online.. i dun need to tell u.. muaaahahaha... actually its nothing neways..

so todae was like eating dae for me.. went town wid akasha n isa ..ate lakse n carrot cake.. haha.. den played pool.. which i won so many times.. hahaha... den samir n 2 of his nyp floorball teamates joined us actually i noe dem.. but i dun remember their names.. hahaha.. kk.. so neways.. we played for over n hr.. total $12.60.. den we walked to far east.. chill at burger king.. i ate sundae pie.. cannot tahan ar.. da guy sitting in front of me eat.. hahaha.. temptation.. den walked to dolby ghaut to take train home..

reached boon lay.. met ashrin, sat at cofy shop, ate rojak n deep fried chicken.. which was digustingly oily.. n salty..

and yeah.. my dad's cab's relief driver met in an accident... kalo tidak we were supposed to have a family outing todae... after so damn long...

n yesterdae was akasha's pop.. went wid his mom, bro n his gf... he got 5 daes leave.. so das y got so much free time.. hahaha.. maybe going arab street tomoro... cheers...

2004-06-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

do u noe.. dat whenever i wanna go to www.blogger.com, when i key www.bl, the url www.blowjobguide.com keeps popping out.. and i SWEAR i nvr in my freaking life entered dat webbie.. i have entered others.. but not this.. and my bro is da onli other person who really uses da com.. damn..

wokies.. dunno y i keep saeing dat nowadaes.. wokies.. sooo.. i juz got back from tuas.. went fishing.. came back so early coz it was raining there.. but not here.. pelik.. ok.. neways, there werent any freaking fishies there.. so if i stay there any longer id be, number one.. drenched, number 2, bored to fukking death..

when i logged in juz now.. i saw liza.. skali i abt to type her name.. she went offline.. sedih aku.. lame tak chat ngan die.. rindu.. hehe...

kk.. ppl.. i have something to share wid u all.. my dad.. asked me to shave my jangot... but i dun wanna.. haha.. actually, he said its bad for him that i didnt shave my goatee, especially while he's ard.. he said dat things wont go smoothly for him.. which im not surprised he said, coz.. i am chinese.. n my dad is VERY chinese... well, here's my take on da subject.. number one.. maybe it is true.. such a superstition, which apparently nvr heard of all my life.. or... he's juz thinking dat, i look too malay.. which is not y i simpan my jangot.. sooo.. ape pandangan2 anda tentang topik hangat ini.. sile bincangkn di tagboard yg berade di sebelah kiri komputer screen anda... haha...

damn.. da last sentence took 3 ppl to figure out for me.. haha.. fad, faezah, n liza... hahahaha... thanx to all of u.. but still no one noes wad screen is in mly.. hahahaha....

2004-06-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

an article i got from www.littlespeck.com, thot of sharing it wid u guys...

A confused young Malaysian
A young lady speaks out her heart about Malaysia's racial divide in SangKanchil.
By Quek Mei Joon
Jun 1, 2004

So as I was reading this really long letter by Confused Malaysian Muslim, makes me ponder even further when trying to understand the Muslim people in my country, me being a non-Muslim.

I'm very confuse why some Muslim can drink beer like drink water, some so faithful to Islam they really search for surau in everywhere they go and dutifully follow the Quran.

How can I understand why a Malay guy friend can say "girls who wear tudung are hypocrites" and as for he himself, he doesnt go to the mosque on Fridays (that's a bad enough offence I believe) yet doesn't dine in Chinese coffeeshop (I thought he's not afraid of going to hell yet why is he afraid to enter Chinese makanshop? Hmm... :{ )

The Malay friend said, what's the point of wearing Tudong if the girl does not behave and is in 'disguise' to pretend to be a goodie good girl when in fact is on the look out to find pakwa? Or sell herself cheap to be hooked up just about any other guy?

I certainly agree on the fact that I could respect a Malay girl who's well behaved even without her tudong, rather than a tudong wearing girl with attitude problems.

Just take my experience lining up infront of gate for a concert, then suddenly a group of young Malay girls all wearing tudong came from no where, pretending & cutting queue. Took another 'modern' looking Malay couple to scold them.

I just observe all the people around me and got more confused.

I was quite disappointed with the fact that during CNY (Chinese New year) when we invited Muslim guests to our house, they cannot use our plate & spoon!

I knew about respecting other ppl's religion by not serving pork and all, but I didn't know that when they come to our house, very mafan, my parents have to specially tapau food from the nearby mamak stall and buy paper plates.

Like dohhh... what's the point of inviting my friends over and you can't even try my mom's delicious home cooked food?

But what really amazed me was this year, I befriended a Malay girl from work and I invited her for CNY open house. Guess what??! (she's from Penang btw, they say Penang people are more chin chai).

She sat down on the same table with us and ate the food my mom cook using our plates!!! Of course it was only vegetarian meals - 1st day of CNY usually people go for vegetarian for a day lah.

My parents was glad to know I could prove them wrong - that not all Malays are THAT fussy like their generation of colleagues.

I'll also not forget how confused I was one day, when I volunteered to make salad for office jamuan.

Goodness gracious.... my only humble intention was to try make simple halal dish for everyone to eat (I work in a government department, btw), then this akah asked me to just buy the fruits, she said she'll bring knives along to help me cut. In my mind I thought how thoughtful to help me out...

little did I know... yeahhh you guess it. How silly of me - next time don't volunteer to make anything for those typical tudong wearing akah... even fruit salad for that matter.

Did you know WHY?! For non-muslim, if you didn't know yet, according to the Quran, anything that comes in contact with pork, you cannot use it UNLESS you wash it with clay water 1 time, clear water 6 times. Then as confused as ever, I asked "you dont need to use soap?"... "oh no need".

Looking at this whole country in general now, I couldn't be more confused! How there could be soooo religious Muslims who would vote for PAS (yeah yeah you know how government staff are inclined towards supporting the religious mullah lah)... but they will NEVER support DAP because they think its a Chinese party that is against Islam (which shows how lack of knowledge they are).

Thus making this lot of Muslim very difficult to get along with in a plural society, as much as I try to understand them.

I'm just confused, why during my parent's schooling days, according to dad, there was no such nonsense as Malay dun enter Chinese makan shop. Kids just lepak together, go the same school, play in the same field, even the English language was used for mixing the people together.

Even back in the old days, there were lesser female wearing tudong in universities compared to these days.

As much as I try to mix with the Malays in Uni, it was not easy when everyone stick to their own race. It was also so hard for the Malays to speak English, what more with the fact that half of my Chinese friends speak terrible English - how to blend in together? Can try, but fighting this battle alone is one struggling battle!

Anyway, although I claim that I'm more confused being a minority Malaysian, compared to a being Malaysian Muslim - who cares right?

In this land where majority rules, there I can be rocket scientist makes no difference. Everybody is confused in their own realms and only kiddin' no one but ourselves.
Makes no difference who am I,
Quek Mei Joon

2004-05-31T01:53:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!..... blog aku dah ade lagu!!! n all thanx to miss LIZA!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!....

okies.. gi town tadi... wid yat n isa.. actually takde plan.. yat nk tukar sim card.. so at first.. we went to m1 shop at taka.. waited for ard 20 mins.. den dis lady said.. 'ooohh.. u have to go to m1 customer service ctr at paragon....' ya lady.. thanx for telling us.. after keeping us waiting for 20 mins.. so we proceeded to paragon, yat took a queue number.. tunggu tak sampai 5 min je dah his turn.. den dey gave him a new sim card.. for free.. aint dat cool.. and all that was done while me n isa were playing ngage... haha..

after dat.. we went to lucky to eat.. my usual laksa.. nothing to do wod da meeeeenah tending the stall.. hahaha.. after dat.. to far east.. isa was supposed to show me this miniature diy drumset.. which i thot was cool, but den out of stock.. dammit.. ok.. den dah boring.. go heeren..

ard heeren n somerset area got this singapore street festival thang, da tent opp heeren featured local bands, which i thot was cool, one band stuck in my head, i think its rave, made up of s couple of singaporeans, an indon guy n a guy from uk.. their songs were damn cool, like, like, muse style liddat.. after dem, there was this canto pop rock band. which was cool also.. but they looked like ah bengs.. the climax of their performance was when everyone started leaving.. hahaha...

after dat.. we went to hmv.. i got a the who album.. hehehe... ooooo yes.. b4 dat we went to youth park, ade bouldering comp.. pumpfest 04, i knew dat one of my frens, hatta was gonna compete.. coz he's like one of da best boulderers in singapore.. den i looked at the mens open table.. there was his name..

the competitors had to climb 4 walls, they had 4 mins to complete each wall, n dammit, hatta is damn good, took on all 4 walls n completed each one in one attempt.. i think he won, coz da last wall was damn tough, he was da first to scale it, followed by 2 or 3 others, out of all 10 competitors, so now go back to skool got story to tell already.. haha...

after leaving youth park.. the was this hip hop thang outside cineleisure, which sucked.. haha.. watched for like 5 secs, n da 'n' werd popped out.. dey dunno how to respect ppl ar these young 50sen wannabes.. looked so stupid.. a whole bunch off 15-17 year olds sitting down and watch a bunch of clowns opening n closing their mouths.. i dont think da hiphop scene is singapore is gonna maju... unlike da local band scene...

went back to da field opp heeren.. da last act was this incubus wannabe band, all chinese.. quite ok.. but da drummer toooooooooooo over... during da last part of their last song.. he played till da hi toms dropped.. nk step ganas la tu.. pi dah... but actually thy're ok la..

after leaving town, me n yat met jali.. lepak jap.. jali juz got back frm werk.. lepak till ard 12.. den left for home... cheers...

2004-05-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

ALAS!!!!! gone are the daes i have to wake up at 7 30 in da friggin morning... my ITP is OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!..... WWOOOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

n i have X BOX LIVE!!!!! wooohooooooooo.... 88bux.. burnt a hole in my pocket.. but takpe.. hahaha...

i wrote letters to everyone.. almost everyone in da office.. hahaha... good bye card.. shook everyone's hands.. n left.. woooooohooooo....

damn.. im so happy i dunno wad to write.... cheers...

2004-05-27T04:48:00.000+08:00

hi... gd morning.. i didnt juz wake up.. i juz got home... stress.. gi minum.. haha.. takde keje.. ape peh bdk ni.. tau minum je.. i dunno y.. but recently ive been like mad at myself for nothing... fuck la.. neways.. i found a fone todae.. 6220.. k la.. i think dats it.. oh ya.. liza.. ive been bz.. i need to finish up my attachment shit.. dun wanna cock up da last few daes.. i'll be back... jgn tinggal daku... hahaha...

2004-05-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

as u ppl noe.. i took medical leave to go to sentose.. todae.. shatish took mc.. coz he really sick.. juz now pam came to da room n asked where he was.. she thot dat we planned da mc thang.. i go off yesterdae.. he go off todae.. WADEVER!! fucking nenek, nak step mude... pooooodaaaah laa... so me n shatish have to see her at 10 tomoro... no hal...

i dunno y.. but after having my blog.. den i realised dat i m always sleepy.. im going to sleep now... gd nite..

2004-05-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. i forgot.. da guy who was supposed to call me for da job at da DIY store at IKEA didnt call... damn... looks like i need to look somewhere else............. n anyone called me using da phane at DW company?.. yesterdae ard noon?... coz i recieved a cal frm them.. den i called back juz now.. dis guy said they were a life sciences company.. and said dat maybe someone returned a call for a job.. i didnt even noe i was qualified to werk in da life sciencs industry.. haha.. n i dont remember caling any DW company.... haha.. dunno la...

2004-05-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

woooooooooooooow..... ngantok siak... juz got back from sentose.. haha... da worst part is, i didnt sleep da whole night.. watch r. mad v r. socie. .. den after dat, got documentry bout lat.. how can i miss... left home ard 8.. went to my fav private clinic.. its my fav onli bcoz my fav nurse works there.. haha.. i think i was too jujur wid da doctor.. a middle aged chinese lady.. quite resembles my pri skool teacher.. in a scary way.. actually.. i wasnt dat jujur.. i juz told her i wasnt sick..

i told her.. 'hi doc.. actually im not sick todae.. i help out at someone's wedding over the weekends.. n my body is aching, can i like get n mc or something...?' BIG MISTAKE... those of u planning to tell docs da truth... DON'T!!! it'll hurt.. da doc returned my ic to me n said ' sorry, i onli give mc to ppl who are sick.. u try other clinics..' actually.. i quite respect her straightforwardness... wow.. wad a werd.. is there supposed to be a space in between?.. dunno... k, so i immediately left da clinic.. coz i cannot face my fav nurse.. hahaha..

so den i headed straight to je.. to meet nana, daya, fad, faizal, abdullah, hmm... did i mss out anyone? i dun think so.. kk, neways.. i reached at ard 9 45.. dey said postpone to 10.. coz i have to get mymc.. which of cozi didnt.. i planned to do it at night instead.. dey arrived at ard 10 15.. fad n faizal arrived first.. so clever siak.. walked right pass me widdout noticing me... damn.. im juz so invisible am i not?.. kk.. den da trio of nana, daya n abdullah came.. so off we went on our trip to sentose.. haha.. faizal slept most of da train ride.. actually wanted to tok to him.. break de ice or something.. coz i noe abdullah already.. if i stick to abd.. later he like so lonely.. well.. it didnt really turn out dat way..

at sentose, while waiting for da monorail, me n him smoked.. away frm the others.. so da ice broke a lil.. nice person.. like all ppl my age.. he's crappy... hahahah....

via monorail, we went to palawan beach.. like da default beach.. everytime i go to sentose, its always palawan beach i go to.. haha.. had fun.. swam frm shore to pontoon n back quite a few times.. damn exhausting.. reminded me of this pair of twins on fear factor.. swan until exhausted, sampai muntah2.. but i didnt ar.. but felt like.. head damn heavy...

spent quite a few hrs swimming n stuff, hit da showers at ard 6.. i think.. den went back..

not forgetting dat i still need an mc.. i went to da clinic under JE mrt station.. asked fad to carry my bag for me.. coz i dun want da doc to noe i juz came from da beach.. so she waited patiently for me outside da clinic..

in da docs office, i told him i juz woke up, coz i had a fever da night b4.. den he talked shit.. after finishing his shit.. he asked me if i needed an mc.. and of coz, i said yes.. but i added,'for todae'... damn.. i actually wanted to ask for 2 daes.. but like.. dunno la.. feel bad.. haha.. jojot msged me during lunch n asked if i wanted to have lunch at this new stall.. haha.. so i think he ate alone juz now.. haha..

so.. to repay fad for waiting for me.. i sent her till her busstop.. den we bid farewell, i smoked a stick of ciggie.. n took bus 198 home.. da whole bus journey, i felt sleepy.. but i didnt dare sleep.. coz i was afraid dat i might trouble some ppl who would be trying to wake me up if i were to sleep... but den.. after da former cps stop, i couldnt take it anymore.. i decided to shut my eyes for a while.. i wanted to picture da journey as the bus moves.. coz u can feel the turns even when u are asleep rite.. but apparently.. it doesnt work for ppl who didnt sleep da whole nite.. haha.. i onli woke up when i felt this sudden jerk... den i opened my eye... alas.. boon lay interchange... home at last... cheers...

2004-05-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

juz got back frm jp.. chill at cofybean wid faezah.. dah lame tak nampak die.. she blanje me pure choc.. padahal itu pon die tak bayar.. haha...her cousin there.. haha.. dpt free.. tok quite long.. jumpe kol 7 lebih.. 11 lebih go home.. take cab.. hahaha... haiz.. k la.. itu je la latest update.. cheers...

2004-05-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

i got a job!!... i think... haha.. if mondae i got call means got ar.. haha.. but pay not so good.. haha

went queensway wid fad, carik keje.. haha. so far, onli got 2 promising ones.. fila shop at queensway n diy shop at ikea..

went jln2 at ikea oso juz now.. i think i wanna refurbish my room.. is dat da werd? refurbish... hahaha... okok renovate.. haiz.. actualy i like makin malas nk update my blog... k la.. cheers...

2004-05-21T15:41:00.000+08:00

my fav webbie with another cool article
http://www.littlespeck.com/current/index.html#aids

2004-05-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

i just read this... cool...
http://www.modelminority.com/article352.html

2004-05-20T20:19:00.000+08:00

damn... im sleepy.. its onli 8.. so fukking boring siak... can u believe im in mirc.. haha.. didnt have enuff sleep last nite.. slept at 4.. dun even noe if dats classified as sleep...

i damn desperately need a fukking job.. my bill past 2 mths 200 plus.. haha.. planning to pay wid my next attachment gaji.. n my bro asking for x box live.. i oso wanna play x box live.. haha..

aku peh bujet tadi aku beli butterfly siak.. haha.. skill gulong rokok aku dah improve beb.. hahaha....

going out tomoro.. to yan's chill out place.. tu pon kalo jadi ar..

i dunno wad more to write.. damn sleepy... need....... to.... sleep.......

cheers...

2004-05-20T03:14:00.000+08:00

haiyo... hiii siak aku... gi kedai kopi ngan jali n yan... semue rahsia2 semue kluar... haha... cheers...

2004-05-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

shafiq.... sorry ar.. kalo ko nmpk aku tak online pat msn eh.. actually aku block ko ar... sorry tau.. jgn salahkn aku.. cume.. aku nk jauhkn diri aku ngan tu pompuan ar.. den ko rapat ngan die.. so aku sorry ar.. aku bkn nk suruh ko jgn contact die ke ape.. cume.. aku tannak dgr crite2 dari mulut org pasal die... pls dun get da wrong idea.. harap2 kalo ko terserempak ngan aku kat luar ko bleh tegur aku.. aku tannak putuskn frenship kite atau frenship ko ngan die.. so... aku apologise ar... if u think wad i did was drastic... tapi aku bdn je besar.. hati sensitip gile.. hahaha....

hawa... u noe when she told u she sold her fone to pay da bill.. i dunno if dat's true ar.. but.. she got camera fone ar.. i heard frm someone.. maybe its her family member's fone or something.. i oso dunno..

haiz... im begining to feel like my life is like a movie.. haha... wid lots of ups n downs, this is like another chapter.. the aftermath, id like to name it... i juz told liza n faezah bout it.. haha.. feel like im so da makcik2.. hahaa... but coz both of dem noe bout this, so... i juz told dem..

k k.. moving on... juz now while playing soccer ar taman jrg, i heard a crash ar.. coz da court next to da road.. den i saw a car stop.. so i thot it was a tire puncture or wad.. skali after playing dat match, i went out to see.. there was a car.. i think a hyundai.. n a bike.. da bike was on its side.. a few ppl were trying to lift it n push it to da side.. it was a TZM.. haha.. da rider held up his left hand wid his right, got quite a few ppl on da scene already.. skali one apek came up frm there to where i was standing.. den i asked him in hokkien wad happened.. he said da tzm was in da right lane.. den da car wanted to change lane.. but apparently he did it too abruptly dat it hit da tzm... haiz... scary ar things liddat happen... haha.... da story didnt end there, but my story ends there, coz after dat, i went back into da court n played soccer... i think im gonna end here... no mood to blog... cheers...

2004-05-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

tsk... im getting bored really.. haha.. lazier to update. but when i start i cant stop

k, todae was ok ar.. haha.. i fell asleep at werk frm 4 plus.. for abt 1/2 n hr.. haha.. until irene woke me up.. haha..

after werk.. went home.. took bus 30 all the way home.. ard 1 hr ride.. den went home, bathe, change. went causeway pt, met nana, abdullah n daya.. nana n daya bought da herbalife thang.. im juz not rich enuff yet.. maybe in da next few mths den i buy or something ar.. k la.. i wanna koon liaoz... cheers... wah.. pendek je.. haha.. short n sweet..

2004-05-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

wooooooooooooow.... todae's entry fucking long ar... dun wanna read better dun read.. hahahaha.... nitezzz

hello all, how were ur saturdaes? hehe.. i juz came back frm cofyshop, dudok ngan ashrin, dah lame tak nmpk die.. rambut dah tumbuh, dah beruban pon..

went to werk late, ard 20 mins late, was crossing da road to springleaf when william called me.. i wanna follow liza style, type out da conversation..

william: hallow, where are u? cibai..
me: tajong pagar.. walking to werk already..
william: kanina.. so late ar, here got 3 people, buy burger king for u.. faster, got me shatish n chris...
me: ok ar, u gimme money..
(part ni darah dah up)
will: fuck la give u money, u late wad, so u pay la..
me: but u want to eat wad, so u pay la, later itake money from u..
(part ni darah LAGI UP)
will: eh, u dun tok so much, u come late so u go n buy..
me: ya la, i go buy, but u pay..
will: dun tok so much, we all here very hungry already...
me: i oso very hungry wad.. i go n buy, u pay la, i take money from u when i reach office..
will: fuck u la, u hungry ur problem la
(tak sempat die nk ckp)
me (pekik kat tgh² shenton way): DEN U HUNGRY UR PROBLEM LA!!! CIBAI...
will: ok la.. faster come to work la cibai..

fuck siak.. i already late, he wana joke ard lagi.. darah up siak.. den i reach office i juz joke ard ask for money, den he said he buy already la.. i too late.. but da thing is, he buy for himself onli.. fucker..

actually, da thing dat irritate me most is dat, 6 mths i been there, no one ever called me when i come late.. den dis shatish come, he go fucking give my number to william, no brain siak.. later i give his number to william den he noe.. cibai..

todae at werk was supposed to be a boring dae, but patrick brought his son to werk, so not so boring.. haha... came back frm breakfast, all da way until 11 plus, i layan his son.. hahaha... so cute siak.. i think 4 yrs onli ar.. i still remember when my sister was dat age.. hahaha... but his son damn noisey.. haha.. i play pinball, he there shouting, so excited.. haha..

after werk, i went home, looked through classifieds, find job, i called a few companies, but a few of dem handfone, den got one da operator said," the mailbox to the number u called is full" haha.. i think a lot of ppl call ar.. i think dat one want ppl to sell ice cream at orchard of something, i called an events company, i think offce number, so maybe da office close already, i oso called a company dat needed phone operators, which was another hp number, da person bz or something ar.. no one picked up.. ni mcm, think i gonna run back to swn ar... hahaha...

ard 3 giu, amin msg me, ask me wanna go orchard not, i said ok ar.. coz got nothing to do.. but it was onli 3.. n they already at orchard, he asked me to meet him at ard 5, so i slept for a while, i set my alarm to ring at 4.. if u dun already noe, my alarm clock got snooze... i snooze, snooze until 4 45, hahahaha... dats y im snoozer... dj snooze... maaaaaaaaahahaha... den ard dat time oso, akasha called my home fone, i picked up, he juz booked out, asked wanna go out or not, den i told him i going out wid my frens, he said he wanna follow.. so ok ar.. we met ard 5 plus at bn lay station ctrl.. reached far east bk at 6 30... shared a meal, den walked2 ard far east.. wid amin n gang..

while waiting for jasman n azhar... after a lil shopping.. we went to da ice cream kiosk under da bridge, at first, da onli thing abt da ice cream dat interested us was da shape.. its dis italian ice cream.. its in a metal tray, den on top got like 6-8 piles of da ice cream, dat looked like shit.. seriously.. so we kacaued ar.. dat da thing look like shit.. but tetap we tried.. me n akasha bought da 3ple scoop, n da.. alamak.. forgot his name la.. he bought double scoop.. ours had all fruit flavours.. his had white choc n double choc.. i had to admit, his was waay nicer dem ours... da white choc is white.. haha.. obviously.. but it tastes like choc... like those white choc bars stuff ar.. seriously nice... muz try.. but da price a lil steep..

we met jasman at lucky ard i think 7 plus.. he got no sense of direction siak.. dun
even noe where far east is.. bleh carik sampai forum siol.. hahaha..

den after jasman joined us.. we waited.. again.. for azhar.. den he came.. wid dis bangla guy.. same coz as him.. sedare gaknye... hahahahahaha.... so den da 8 or us went up to eat.. i had lakse.. after eating.. amin suddenly left.. tak tau gi mane tah.. but den after dat we thot nk main pool.. went to da arcade pat sebelah... pack siak.. we waited for a while.. lazy to wait.. went off.. ooh ya.. i was carrying da guy's helmat bag.. haha.. he ride.. but i dont.. i wanna step onli bwk helmet.. hahaha... den we went down to first floor.. yg u can look down at ppl... haha... we were looking for tabongs to derma.. hahahaha... if u get wad i mean.. skali i saw wan, wan dahi.. haha.. dunno he wanna go where tah.. he called me.. asked me to go down look for him.. i walked to da stairs.. trus die hilang.. buat bodoh ar.. haha.. i think he saw mw bring helmet he malu la.. hahaha...

after dat.. we went on a serch for amin.. spent maybe an hr ar.. den met him outside orchard mrt.. rupenye.. die gi jumpe nazrah.. after dicussing on where to go.. all 10 of us.. coz while eating.. amins adik sedare, n her gerlfren came... all of us went to far east square.. i dunno sq or shopping ctr la.. we went to play pool.. ard 11 lebih gitu, da gerls n akasha went home.. si jasman.. da world boi.. antar dem to mrt station.. den me n dat guy were playing pool.. onli both of us.. da rest playing billiards.. after 2 games.. we tutup table.. that place.. u dun need to letak ic, but u need to place a $20 deposit.. n for our table.. da 20 bux came frm jasman.. so we thot can burn his money.. haha.. skali he came back ar.. he ask us where da deposit.. we step bodoh ar.. but in de end we gave him ar...

i almost forgot... dat fucking jasman.. mentang2 die police.. bring his warrant card, wear da blue pants n black police shoes.. dat fucker go carik gaduh wid da uncle at da place siak.. fucker... we brought underage kids inside siak.. fucker finding trouble ar... he sae da uncle rude to him.. coz hw apparently asked when can get table n da uncle said ask da customers.. which is true wad.. ape je la si world tu.. dis is da conversation..

j: eh uncle.. next time dun say ask da customers.. very rude noe..
u: ya la.. i dunno when they finish playing wad.. so u ask da customers la..
j: den next time dunno sae dunno la.. y u sae ask da customers.. dats not da way to treat ur customers u noe...
u (darah dah up): ya la, i dunno mah, how am i supposed to tell u.. so i tell u la ask da customers
j: eh uncle, u dont be rude to me noe.. ( dis part i noe he wanna show off already) i am ur customer ok.. u treat ur customer liddat ar..
u: I DUNNO WAD, SO I TELL U DAT LA.. WAD? U WANNA FUND TROUBLE HERE ISSIT?

den jasman walked off.. i was standing at the counter je.. i took da queue ticket.. passed dem to amin, den went in to da arcade.. coz da jasman still toking bout he not scared if da uncle call police n shit.. i malas nk dengar...

after playing pool.. i was supposed to go jams.. my fren ajak.. den tak jadi.. den da jasman act terror call dunno who.. den toked for a while.. den said.. eh, jgn turun jams.. member aku kate sane dah full house.. bouncer tak kasi masok lagi.. dah tentu nari saturdae.. mesti la full house.. den he sae... bouncer2 jam semue aku dah kenal.. aku masok free.. tunjuk card je... puki die la.. abuse authority... arrrhh..

at dat time already like 11 30 gitu.. i thot wanna take train.. den amin say share cab.. den share cab ar.. 4 of us.. i dropped wid amin.. den i went cofyshop.. wait for ashrin.. den tok for awhile.. den go home... cheers...

2004-05-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

haiz... penat man... play soccer for 2 consecutive nites, i dun feel like typing so much todae ar.. lazy..

after werk went home, eat, play soccer come home... cheers...

2004-05-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

GD MIDNIGHT!!!! hahaha... corny.. haiz.. been coffing since i got home... actually, ive been coffing since last mth.. hahaha..

neways.. todae was fun... after werk, go play street soccer, at ard 5 plus, jali called n ask me to trn tmn jrg main bola at 7, i reached home ard 6 50 gitu, bath, den watch tv while deciding whether or not to go.. alah.. i thot, juz go je la.. so i went, played soccer wid a few bdk² sane, den skali da monyets came.. den called next team, den we lwn dem, 3 goal, cepat je abis, hahaha.. we lost.. so fast.. hahahaha...

after dat came home, while walking downstairs, imran msged me, ask for da beheading vdo, which i havent sent, im gonna in a moments time..

wah.. i think dats it, i dun wanna tok bout werk, coz its so boring, n its gonna end soon, so juz act like its over... hahaha... cheers...

2004-05-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... u noe abt nick berg.. yg kene beheaded by iraqis, if u are being tempted to dl da vdo... pls don't, its very gruesome... i juz watched it, my hands are shivering, i think im gonna have a nitemare tonite.....

2004-05-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

LIZA!!!! haha... i COPIED U!!.. hahaha... now my tagboard can maki2 already... hahahah....

i think todae da post gonna be quite short ar.. coz todae quite boring..

went to werk on time, actually i woke up late.. coz rain.. hahaha.. but went to werk on time.. den taught shatish some stuff, den @ 10, i wanted to go breakfast, i thot wanna bring him, n ask martin to tag along.. skali reach downstairs, ken au ade pulak, martin scared, den run up.. haha.. den me n shatish smoked first ar.. wid faizal.. skali it started raining ar.. tak jadi nk gi sarapan.. so we juz went to da shell n bought some tidbits...

lunch, i went sapiah, wid sopie, jojot n faizal, da new attachment ppl went amoy street, they sae got gerls oso.. i actually wanna go... hhehehe.. but den like malas ar.. jauh siak.. den i took faizal's fone n see, look at pics, skali.. got pic of himn his gerl, apparently not wearing anything.. but onli da face pic ar.. can until shoulders, den i ask him.. 'ni ko amik time korang buat keje kat kl ar?'.. den he said 'tak la... ni kat singapore la, tapi pernah pangkeng ar'.. i laff je...

after lunch, dah ar.. mcm biase.. do werk.. den go home.. haha... tu je.. cheers...

2004-05-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

ladies n gentlemen... try go google, search lirik indon, see what u get... hahaha.. muz try den noe.. at da moment onli me n liza noe... hahahahahaha...

2004-05-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

wah.... dah 11 20 eh.. i juz wrote a letter to my sister's skool, i came home frm tmn jrg juz now.. den i wanna naik lip, skali on da door of da lip, got my sister's name.. meow jin love dunno which bloke.. fuck siak.. i go home, straight away i asl my sister wad happen, she sae she dunno who do, but i noe da person close to her, coz da person even wrote my sister's class and index number siak.. so i wrote an e mail to her skool ar.. see wad happens, but da most fucked up thing is dat at da playground, that person ask my sister to go to heel siak.. whoever dat person is, im gonna kill his/her parents.. tak tau jage anak pe....

kk, enuff, todae, boring, as usual, taught da new guy how to do stuff, den i sat at pat's place, do my log book, lunchtime, ate at enggor, come back time, saw imran.. he go back jardine take his stuff, irene brought it down for him, den we sat at smoking area, tok2.. his life in msc gd siak.. haha.. takde keje siak.. he ask me e mail him game, but i think his side got filter ar.. i asyik send he asyik tak dapat.. den forgeddit ar..

at ard 3 15, i met nora, she juz started werking at apex tower, sales, multi level marketing stuff, if wanna type mlm, but scared u all fikir lain, hahaha.. she selling some japanese health stuff, ask me if my parents suffer frm anything, my parents fit as fiddles siak.. haha.. salah org ar.. hahaha...

went back to office ard 4, i brought faizal to da tingkat 5 place juz now.. he sae da place nice to smoke.. haha.. i said da place nice to sleep.. hahaha...

after work, i went to tmn jrg, meet shafiq, jali n yat.. play soccer jap.. in my office outfit.. hahaha... i took off my shoes, my socks koyak rabak siak.. hahaha.. den went home... n da rest is history.... cheers........

2004-05-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

hello.... todae.. da new attachment guy came... muahahaha.. i so happy.. coz dat means dat i onli left wid 2 wks plus to go.. hahaha... da guy ok ar.. like can work.. but look a lil pemalas oso.. haha.. brought him n 2 others, including faizal to sapiah to eat.. after lunch.. i got a joke e mail frm imran.. den i forwarded it to liza... den she reply.. hahaha... which is good.. coz it eases da boredom.. hahaha... den e mail2.. tau2 dah kol 5.. brought da new guy to 5th floor to smoke.. came back 5 25.. sat for a while.. went home... cheers.... quite short eh nari.. malas ar.. ooooh yaaa... i added corporation primary skool to my frens list.. haha.. but not a lot of my old frens there.. haha... kk.... cheers...

2004-05-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

hello... gd evening everyone.. haha.. i feel a little pekak todae.. haha.. baru balik jamming.. wid yat, jali faizal n ruz.. needless to ask.. ruz bwk gf die..

we planned to jam a few weeks ago.. actually planned nk jam smlm.. den faizal cannot make it, coz he werk.. so we madi it todae.. at 3.. i woke up at 2 plus gitu... i ate, took a bath, den i feel like something wrong gitu.. coz normally, someone will call n ask..' jus, nari jamming jadi?' or something liddat.. so i called jali... skali.... he still asleep siak.. ass... den ruz msged me.. 'jus, blang yat semue aku dtg lmbt'.. so i called yat.. ask him to postpone to 3 30, den die kate.. alah.. kol 4 skali ar.. den i ok je..

skali.. at ard 3 lebih gitu.. faizal called, sae he wanna masok johor.. dtg lmbt skit.. den i told him ar.. kol 4 ar.. he sae cannot ar.. ak sempat.. 4 30 ar.. i said ok ar...

knowing dat da latest member will come at ard 4 30.. i left home at ard 4.. reach scm ard 4 40.. den i called faizal.. wanted to ask where he is.. skali turned off his fone la.. dunno called him how many times.. listen to his voicemail intro.. which is a clip of him singing.. which is terrible.. haha.. so den we waited for him.....................................n waited..............................n waited some more..................... still waiting.......................... n at ard 5 45 he called n said dat he was still at causeway, traffic jam... said he'd reach scm at ard 6 615... bnyk peh 6 6 15, he reach ard 6 30 6 45 ar.... bingit seh...

so we started jamming... which sucked... coz everything juz cocked up.. haha.. dah lame tak jam.. hahaha...

ended at ard 8 45.. trn bawah.. mkn kfc.. den balik.. nitezzzz.... n cheers....

2004-05-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

hish.... my tag board got temp error siak... booooorrrringg........

2004-05-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

hello ppl.. i juz got back frm 6 hrs of street soccer.. haha.. frm 3 plus till 9 plus.. haha.. b4 dat.. i was at werk..

at ard 10.. i met jojot, told him bout da altron thing, n said dat i wanna call his fren.. coz one of his camp mates got an events company.. so i thot wanna gain experience den go altron or sae.. see first ar.. he gave me his fren;s name card last yr.. den i misplaced it.. so i thot maybe he has his fren's no. in his fone or wad... skali takde la... den wad to do.... haha...

after werk.. i thot wanna go shop for mom's dae prezzie.. but tak jadi ar.. haha.. tak mampu ar.. haha.. den went back.. to jp.. wanted to buy food, frm ljs.. skali terserempak ngan teety.. den she said wanna smoke.. den we went out to smoke ar.. tak jadi beli lj.. haha.. save skit duit.. den she tok ar.. bout wad happened dat i dint noe.. coz dah lame tak bobual kan.. den skali si manager baru si azlan tu dtg.. haha.. he damn funny ar..teety said dat si azlan tu.. in front of customer. call da customer kedi siak.. ape nk jadi.. haha.. den ard 2 plus, i left dem.... went play street soccer wid yat, jali n shafiq.. until now... n MY DAD BOUGHT DURIANSSSS!!!!!!!.... maaaaaaaahahahahaha... fav siak... kk.. wanna sleep... cheers...

2004-05-08T03:23:00.000+08:00

ok... i told liza tonite's entry would be short n sweet.. i hope it will be... haha... im bad at making promises like dat.. hahaha... k k..

went to werk.. felt sleepy.. tertidoed on my desk.. woke up.. went toilet.. slept.. maaaahahaha... went back.. did some werk.. felt sleepy again.. went enggor to have breakfast.. alone... haha... im not there already.. muz go alone.. haha.. went back.. dah 11 lebih.. nearing 12.. sat till lunch.. fridae.. so jojot n shaik go masjid.. pofie didnt call, so i didnt have lunch.. slept at my place in stead.. woke up ard 2 45.. went amara.. bought van houten chocs n cd-r.. went back to work.. felt sleepy.. dozed off.. so no...

i read streats todae.. there was ths ad, altron skool of media arts, at marina sq.. they had a free preview todae.. so i called jali n yat to tag along.. it started at ard 7.. or at least, it was supposed to start ard 7, i called, thy said dat quite a no of ppl have reg for da talk.. skali i went, there were onli 2 other ppl, besides me yat n jali.. watch vdo n stuff, den da principle lecturer guy gave a talk.. n got dis pakcik grill him sak.. hahaha.. ask all da questions dat he like need to think b4 answering.. but gd ar.. at least we got to noe somethings dey didnt tell us abt..

after da talk, i treated jali n yat to macs.. den met faizal n fiza at esplanade.. den went home.. in da train, kalvin called me.. ask wanna lepak not.. i said ok ar.. den lepak until now den reach home...

ok.. liza, short enuff? dats da shortest i can go.... hahahahha.... cheers...

2004-05-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

waaah.... todae's entry oso quite long..... conferm liza gonna sae dat she lazy to read.... maaaaahahahaha

2004-05-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

hello... haha.. wad an adventure i had todae.. but first.. lemme tell u bout werk...

wasnt late todae.. left 3 wks.. dun wanna cock up da show.. so im trying to be on time till the end.. k.. as u all noe.. or might not noe.. i was on medical leave yesterdae.. but i wasnt sick.. was at chalet.. so when i stepped into da ops rm todae.. chris n william dah bising2 'where were u yesterdae?','mc y nvr call?','wad if ur grandmother call me?'... yada yada yada... i juz kept quiet..

the night b4.. i slept at 2am, but i woke up on time juz now.. onli thing is dat i was damn, damn, damn sleepy.. i dozed off a few times in da office.. went to da loo for a shut-eye, went back office n dozed off again.. n so on.. den once, when i was in dreamland, i heard chris walk past me.. so i buat bodoh ar.. thot he'd juz keep quiet... skali he came in frnt of my werkstation.. n shouted 'GOOD MORNING!!!'... i terkejut siak.. i woke up.. like wanna punch his face liddat.. fukker..

had lunch at tjg pgr complex todae.. but not sapiah, at dis stall all the way at the end of da building, da guy dat jage da place was jojot's ite dover fren.. but no discount... hahahahaha... after we finished eating, i bought fruits, as the fruits were finishing, shaik came.... so late.. coz b4 dat, he went to da masjid.. we already finished everything.. but it ok.. we sat down, waited for him to finish everything, after dat.. went back to office...

and, as usual, there was nothing to do back at de office... so.. i dozed off.. again... i think karen chan damn pissed off wid me ar.. coz when i doze off, i can hear da fone ring, but i cannot pick up.. coz my hands too lazy to move.. so in de end, she had to pick up all da calls dat came in... sorry auntie.. haha..

at ard 3 gitu... i btol2 takleh ang ar... n i've considered da following activity for quite a while, since i found out abt da 5th storey balcony thang... but wad was holding me back was dat it might not be safe.. coz im not dat familiar wid who usually goes there.. takot pam trn.. nampak.. trus.. gone... hahaha... but den, i thot.. for da sake of sleeping.. y not.. haha.. so i took da elevator up to da 5th floor, went to da balcony.. i was hoping dat da cleaner uncle wasnt there, so dat i can sleep peacefully... skali, i turn onli, saw his face.. kimek tol.. i lit up a ciggie, smoked n layaned him for a while.. den his frens came.. which is good n bad at da same time.. coz, i dun need to lyn him anymore, but da noise level increased 3 fold... hahaha...

after da 45 min nap.. i went back to my office, sat there n did nothing for bout an hf n a half or so.. den i left da office..

now.. de other dae, dat dae i went to roxy to look for records, i saw a sign saying marine south.. so i decided to go to marina south todae.. follow da sign, which led me to an acceleration lane, leading towards some highway or something, i juz walked straight, i ended up walking into a small road, surrounded by greenery, with da cbd, overlooking it, i followed da path.. abt 300m into da path, i saw a bunch of guys.. they gathered togedder, there were 3 cars, n a couple of motorcycles.. i thot they were gonna race.. skali when i got closer, rupenye.. dey were gonna play soccer la... hahaha..

there was a viaduct/tunnel thang after where the group of guys sat, i went through it, on the walls of the tunnel were unfinished pieces of graffitti, it looked like a scene from a gangster film, where the rival gangs clashed...

back up on ground level, there was a round-a-bout thing in front, the signboard on the divider wrote 'MARINA SOUTH, MARINA CITY PARK', n it had an arrow, pointing left... i juz followed da arrow, walked past marina bay mrt station, which i feel is a sad, lonely n deserted place, walked all the way, followed a footpath, which had it's side lined up with trees, da smell of vegetation, n da coolness of being amidst such lush greenery was just gorgious, all of u should go there somedae..

the path i was on, led me to a park.. my directional instincts told me dat that was marina city park... which is a very, very, very beautiful place.... very green, very big... a lot of open spaces, with absolutely nothing on them, juz grass.. n there were trees, n flowers, n sculptures, n lotsa stuff in it.. there was even a stream, with some pond greens, n a few tortises, n the birds there were not those dat u see in ur estate.. truth is, that was the first time i was there.. it was beautiful...

actually, my primary purpose of walking all the way to marina south, was to look for dis field dat my parents used to bring me to, to fly kites.. as i was walking n taking in the sights n smell of da place, i came across a carpark.. civilisation at last.. haha.. across the carpark, was this place called marina paradise.. somehow, i had da feeling dat da place i was looking for was behind marina planet.. n i was right.. haha.. walked through da carpark, and marina planet.. n there i was, da field i used to fly kites as when i was a kid... but the fucked up part was that it had become a soccer field, playing host to ard half a dozen pitches... damn.. dunno if they take down da goal posts for ppl to fly kite again or not.. haha...

after dat.. i went back across da carpark.. n continued to da end of the park.. actually, it wasnt the end, but it was for me.. coz i saw da sea... n dat was it for me.. my legs were aching, i stared at the sea, n enjoied a puff for a while.. den proceeded back the way i came.. actually, esplanade was juz to da northwest of where i was.. onli thing is, the onli way i can get to esplanade was if i swam across da channel, which im not willing to do...

so i walked back, but not all the way to tjg pgr station, but marina bay station, n dat place is so ulu, so deserted n so lonely, i think the onli reason ppl went the was because they wanted to take a bus from the onli bus stop 100m from da bus stop, or dat the wanna bounce train, so dat dey can get seats on their way to da north.. ie.. wdlnds, yck... it was the first time i was there...

overall, i thot todae was really cool.. hahaha... enjoi nature.. hahaha... but da onli part is dat i was there alone... hahahaha... n i sweated like no body's business.. hahaha... pki smart2.. den sweat.. well.. cheers....

2004-05-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

wah.. panjang siak entry aku nari...
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2004-05-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

todae i cabot werk... haaha... so no need to tell u all wad happend at werk place.. maaahahaha..

after werk YESTERDAE.. i went to pasir ris, aranda country club.. actually.. i hope no one frm my werkplace reads this.. haha.. my ex classmates, frm my ex poly class when i was in yr 1 ajaked me to their chalet.. i thot i wanna stay for da bbq onli.. but... maaahahaha... read on... k. so i went there.. i met fiza at pasir ris mrt. den we took bas there.. onli 1 stop

dah sampai... we go look for da room... room 2311, da room quite big jgk ar.. when i reached, onli a few ppl upstairs, the rest bbqing downstairs.. i lazy to go down, so i rileked upstairs, wait for ppl to bring food.. hahaha.. pemalas.. played a few rounds of tai tee, den i went down to have a look, whilke walking to the pit area, i took out a stick on ciggarette, SKALI.. i saw capt ykk la... hahaha.. wid his wife n 2 of his kids.. da youngest one didnt follow.. so i kept my ciggie, went to greet him n stuff, n me wid my office outfit.. like an outcast amg my frens.. hahaha...

after a while downstairs, i went back up.. coz downstairs hot ar.. upstairs got air-con.. haha.. sat ard.. watched tv.. played blackjack.. n so on... den after dat, we played tai tee again.. dis time wid money involved.. lost 5 bux.. den play blackjack.. dunno lost how much oso..

during da game.. ppl started leaving.. i looked at my watch.. dah kol 10.. den i thot to myself... hehe... 'nk balik ke tannak?'... hahaha... i think u all noe de answer to dat... hahaha.. so i stayed.. i thot i wanna go back in da morning, take da first train.. but... dat was onli a thot... hahahaha... not happening.. haha..

after finishing da game, i got nothing to do, so i went to da mahjong table n looked ard.. sat beside picit, his cards all very suay ar.. haha.. hard luck.. he lost brape puluh ar.. tham won the most.. ard 100, i think..

as i sat at the mahjong table.. the others were sitting ard da cofy table, there was a bottle of martell, mr foo brought it as a gift for us, aloong wid a 6pack.. haha.. n he drives an imprexza siak..... muke tak kene ngan krete siak.. konon lo profile ar... k k.. back to da subj.. they were playing a drinking game ar.. who ever got the biggest card had to take a shot of martell.. i didnt wanna get involved.. coz i dare not drink martell... hahahaha... so i carried on watching da mahjong game..

like any game.. da mahjong game has to end.. n it did.. rite smack in da middle of da drinking game.. soooooo.... tekpakse da ppl at the mahjong table shift to da martell table... damn..... i juz gamble ar.. hopefully i dun have to drink.... SKALI........ first card i got was a 3.. fukk.. so i had to drink... n so.. i thot it was over.. coz tinggal less den half bottle.. n i thot my luck was good enuff for me to not need to drink anymore... but.. another 2 shots proved me wrong.. da thing tastes damn disgusting siak.. maybe i didnt noe how to appreciate it ar.. but i dun think i wanna drink dat stuff anymore....

after dat, not a lot of things to do aready... so i went downstairs to join raymond n gang in their midnite bbq adventure.. i asked if there were chic wings.. dey said there was any wid dem.. all the left over wings are in da freezer in the room.. n forest said dat if i were to get them, they'd bbq it for me.... YEAH RITE.... hahahahaha... i ended up bbqing them myself.. while the rest of them went up to watch da uefa match.. deportivo vs porto.... i think... so i was left there... alone..... half naked... bbqing chic wings.... at 2 am in da morning.... wad a psycho i am... hahaha...

k.. so da game ends.. n we're back at da mahjong table.. they played another set.. den raymond retired.. n so did junye.. so i joined in.. so its me vs picit vs tham vs edward.. dat set was quite good.. coz i won 3 bux overall.. hahahahaha.... lame... but still ok ar...

dat set started ard 3.. ended ard 6.. after dat.. wee yong n daren went back.. so no more kakis... i thot of not sleeping ar.. coz i really wasnt dat sleepy.. but den.. i sit on da sofa je... bam.... gone.. until 9 plus.. woke up.. took a piss.. den went back to bed.. ard 11, i was awaken by da sound of mahjong tiles being shuffled... hahaha... woke up.. took a look.. da beginners were trying their luck.. haha... didnt give a damn.. went toilet was face..

when i got out of da toilet.. they said dey wanna go for lunch.. but i wanna go home.. coz wanna see doc lagi.. so dey left me n picit in da room wid da keys to da room in it.. so den picit went to pack up.. i went to take a shit.. n we left da place.. me in my sean john shirt dat i wore to werk da dae b4.. holding my t shirt dat i washed but was still wet.. although i hanged it out at nite, coz it rained....

after picit was done packing.. we left.. passed the keys to them.. had a munch at bk.. n went to ntuc's lobby to take a cab to pasir ris mrt... da queue was fukking long... coz it was raining.. no one wanted to walk to da mrt station..n the cabs were few.. but when one came.. a lot came... n a lot is still not enuff to cope wid da queue.. after i think 20 mins of waiting, we decided to call for one.. n after another 15 mins of waiting.. it arrived.. wid 3 other cabs.. fukk.. so we took da cab to da mrt station... n u noe wad.. it costs 3 20 to call a cab.. da total fare was 6.10... considering dat if was onli one bus stop away... dat is fukking ex...

home.... alas... it was already ard 2... took a bath.. spun song songs, to disturb my neighbours.. hahaha... tau tau.. dah kol 4.. went to da doc at jp.. point medical grp.. haha.. saw da kakak i saw de other dae i went.. i think she noe me already ar.. haha.. regular customer..

after paying n stuff.. i went straight to bbdc. take rtt.. reached ard 5 plus.. got 2 hrs to burn.. ate mee bandung, smoked.. den i saw da guy.. da one i dunno his name one.. member dah subj 13 siak... haha.. den at 7 15... naik level 3.. den got dis like minah looking at me ar... hahah.. i thot who.. skali she call me... den i turn... ooooo.. hanisya la.. haha.. always tukar concept.. haha.. sampai i cannot recognise her... after taking rtt.. which was a breeze.. coz i took btt 3 times... hahahaha.... iwent straight home.. n here i am.... cheers...........

hello..

2004-05-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

gd evening everyone.. i juz got home.. tired.. haha.. got to werk on time todae.. wanna keep gd track record for dis mth.. coz it da LAST MTH of my attachment... muahahaha...

turned on my pc, trus buat tdr dat imran handed over to me, in da morning, system quite fast ar, finished ard 6 tgl ard another 5-7 gitu.. skali at ard 10 plus, ken come n gimme 2 bills to settle ar.. took ard 3 hrs to settle both.. one was wrongly billed, so i pass back to him, onli after a few hrs of searching, den da next one, i looked in da wrong file, supposed to be import i look under local.. den when i realised it, it took me onli a few mins to find it.. damnz.. had lunch at enggor, again.. after lnch, chris came in with yet another bill.. that one, took a while to find, coz of my eyes.. haha.. cannot see.. when i told chris dat i couldnt find da e mail, he suggested we look for it togedder, den i brought da file over to him, skali i flip a lil bit, there it is.. haha.. stupid me.

after werk, i went walking.. muahahaha.. hobby ar.. walked frm shenton way to padang.. got soccer match happening, so i stood n watched for a while, den made my way to excelsior, beside penin, look for records, got 3 records, cost me 50 bux.. n do u noe dat they are selling 1200s for 820bux.. somemore got da heart to sae 'includin gst'.. i fucking add another 30 bux, can buy pdx siak.. fukkers... nvm.. haha..

after dat, i went to da cd store at penin plaza.. steped in je, hawa called me.. but called n letak ar.. i lo batt at dat time.. so i told her to msg me.. she said her ex called her, asking for money from dat gerl's bill.. 550 siak dat gerl didnt pay.. fukker.. coz at office, i msged called amin, asked him to call dat gerl for me. so i told hawa dat i'll get back to her once i get home n call amin den i call her..

n so i did, i juz called amin, i asked amin if he called her.. he said yes.. but den pelik jgk.. coz hawa call peh call tak dpt².. n da gerl very secretive of her home number.. dunno la.. kesian hawa tau.. she so upset... she said she wanna sell her fone if she dun get the money frm da gerl, but i dun want her to sell her fone la.. siak ar dat gerl.. cannot trust siak.. i juz told mira bout dis.. she called her a bitch.. i agreed... actually i wanna call dat gerl to ask for the money. but den i think if she see's my nombor, confirm she dun pick up siak...

2004-05-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

wah.. dah kol 6 seh.. nearing the end of dis sundae.. juz got bak frm akasha's place.. he juz booked out y'dae.. spent da whole dae wid lisha.. called him at ard 2 plus dis afternn.. met him ard 3 plus den sit n tok.. wah his camp got some really interesting ppl jgk ar.. haha.. he told me hassan sani in his camp.. i thot da pelakon hassan sani.. but dat hassan sani look old.. haha.. as in old enuff to have finished ns ar.. skali he sae hassan sani confirm go safsa.. den i thot, y got actor go safsa.. betta go mdc, haha.. skali i it struck me la, its da lion's keeper he's toking abt.. not da actor.. mahahahahaha.. bodoh..we lepak at his place ard 1 hr plus.. he book in back ard 8.. meeting lisha at je 6.. skali dah leave hs house.. got pasar mlm.. buy kropok lekor, take bas, reach interchange, dah 5 59.. haha.. gd luck ar.. haha.. thot wanna go tmn jrg.. main bola.. but tamang takde ar.. can take mrt.. cannot take bas.. left -29cts.. budget... n i havent finished watching jutawan fakir yet.. so better stay home.. cheers.....

2004-05-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

hello.... tired man.. juz got back frm tmn jrg.. main bole.. haha.. wid jali n yat... after dat lepak jap.. den headed home.. i juz got vcd jutawan fakir frm yat.. haha.. muz watch.. actually bsok we planning to jam.. but semue tgh kering.. so tak jadi.. dah brape minggu seh tak jamming.. ingat nk ajak faizal.. but he werking.. HEY... THOSE OF U WHO CALLED ME YESTERDAE N EARLY TODAE.. SORRY I DIDNT PICK UP.. ACTUALLY, I DONT NOE DAT U ALL CALLED.. COZ MY FONE SOT AR... juz now b4 going to tmn jrg, i went to posb.. check if gaji dah msk.. den i saw kelvin n linda sitting outside giordano, smoking, den i joined dem ar.. since i got no rokok.. hahahaha.... den kalvin sae dat i aksyen, yesterdae call i didnt pick up.. den i told him ar.. i dont have missed calls, den i showed him my fone.. dat was when i concluded dat my fone sot.. coz i was expecting calls to ring in last nite.. coz nana last dae at jp.. dey wanna sabo her.. n i was da king there.. hahahahaha..(tak tau malu)... i juz explained dis to susan on msn.. hahaha.. todae is nana's first dae at westmall, n i heard dat there was a murder or something there, jenny went to rq something.. den told nana, ' wah ur first dae, got ppl murdered already'.. haha.. suay... haha... wah.. todae liza takde siak.. haha.. so boring.. no one to chat wid anymore... hahaha.... hish... nxt tuesdae i got chalet.. wednesdae got rtt, i thot wanna take mc on wed... ok kan? haha.. see first la... cheers....

2004-05-01T09:37:00.000+08:00

wah.... siang siak aku bangun nari... coz i slept at i dunno wad time y'dae.. but i noe its early.. borrriiinnnnggggg siak... haha.. woke up too early ar... i think rite.. todae my gaji wont masok ar.. coz todae is labour dae.. bank tak tau bkk ke tdk.. yesterdae morning dah bank in... damnz... weekend takde duit siak....

2004-04-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

to everyone.. i think im gonna go to sleep now.. susan.. if ur reading this, sorry ar.. i think i not going to sabo nana... sleepy ar.. liza.. if u logging on tonite.. i might not be logging on again... hahaha... so sleep early.. hahaha... nitez.......

2004-04-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

hello.... im so sleepy.. n tired, i went to jurong port in da morning, ard 10 plus, follow pat go board csav santos, small vessel, 1000plus teus, german flag, german capt, gd guy, quite yg for a capt actually 30 plus, n da ship is surprisingly clean.. haha.. coz if u see frm outside, u would expect a dirtier inside.. hahaha.. looks can be deceiving.. haiz... n bcoz of dat trip, i missed a free lunch, provided for by imran, coz i got back onli ard 3 45, after jp, we went allied yard 4, do m&r, actually, there was another free lunch opportunity dat slipped away, after talking to chief mate, me n pat headed out, passed by da dining area, but capt wasnt there, so, forgeddit.. neways, da ship was quite open, coz everybody went everywhere... n to get to da lounge thang, u had to climb quite a number of flights of freakin steep stairways.. after settling everything, we left da vsl, climbed down da unstable gangway.. haha.. one tip.. nvr look down.. haha.. da thing is so flimsy.. haha.. k den we went to allied yard 4, go check damaged containers pending repair, den got dis cont, on da top level of a stack of them, da ah beh ask da yard crane driver to bring down da box.. den he opened da box... siak ar.. coz da sun shining so bright, i think it heated da thing up.. step inside onli.. feel like in sauna gitu siak... after a few checks, we went back to da opis.. got air con, at least something.. den i urgent ar.. nature call.. haha.. den pat told me how to go to da toilet... n kimek.. toilet die dah mcm toilet kampong yg ade sewer system siak.. haha... so da run down..haha.. kk.. den after dat we went back to office ar.. between da jp trip n yard trip, we had lunch at s11, tmn jrg... juz wanted to add dat in.. haha.. credits ar kire.. haha... went back office, did some stuff.. den left.. at 5 30.. n imran last dae, so he go slm everyone.. he is actually going to MSC, but not a lot of ppl noe, n william mane nye nk step ade info, sae he going to k line, haha.. den juz now irene trick him n said dat im going to k line.. mati² he believe siak.. padahal im go ard n tell everyone he go msc.. ie² siak si william tu.. i wanna see how he kene humiliated on mondae.. muahahahaha.. n yeah... tomoro holidae.... hahahaha.. no need to werk... but got no money to go out.. hahaha... n juz now yunzi msg me.. sae 4th may ade chalet at pasir ris.. duno wad country club.. n 4th is a tues.. so dat means i need amother mc.. hahahaha... haiz.... k k.... my eyes wanna close already.. n i bet urs are to by the time u read till here.... cheers.......

2004-04-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

laydeeezzz n gentlemen... muahahaha... u are reading the blog of a future richman... muahahaha.... ok.. i went to da herbalife saminar thang juz now.. juz got home bout half n hr ago.. i think i can make it ar. i dunno how to explain ar.. lazy to explain oso.. k, neways.. juz now at werk, i was having breakfast, skali ing hau called me, he said pam looking for us, den i rushed to pam's office, i saw ing hau already sitting there, skali i stepped in je, pam sae, ' wah, so i muz wait for u la, ing hau has been here for da past half hr ( like real je),' den she started ar... singing praises for ing hau.. haha.. i dun blame ing hau ar.. he really is better den me, but coz of his mouth, both of us got to extend till 29may, damn.... pam asked, ' i was juz on da phone wid ur lecturer, he said i can let u off on the 29th,' den she let us pick, whether we wanna end on da 15th or da 29th, den da ing hau pandai2 gi ckp ' nvm la, 29 oso can, not much difference...', well maybe not much diff to u, but to me its 2 wks of kell less.... damnzz... haha... but takpe, its all cool....... yeah...... tomoro got free lunch.... hahahaha.... imran's last dae... blanje us all eat at wok express... hahahahha..... k la.. my eyes gonna shut anytime soon... cheers......

2004-04-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

hello all... damn i had something in mind juz now.. log in je trus lupe.. siak ar.. haha.. kk.. lemme think... k.. lets start frm morning.. maybe i can remember.. hmm.. woke up 7 30.. reach werk 8 50... I WAS EARLY!!!!!!... haha.. so proud of justin.. haha.. k, hmm.. i think todae was a lazy sleepy dae.. hmm.. got to werk.. turned on pc.. den took out my hp frm my pocket, skali got msg.. nana msg ar.. sae tomoro got herbalife saminar thang.. her bf book place for me already, at 7.. hidaya oso going.. at tong building.. im gonna be rich.. muahahaha.. okok.. next.. morning was filled wid short naps n doing nothings... these few daes really got nothing to do ar.. wanted to go for breakfast.. but ended up buying chicken pau frm shell instead.. at ard 10 plus.. i went to da balcony thang at level 5... ingat nk tido jap.. hahaha.. skali da cleaner apek ade la.. tok so long.. like i even hear.. juz layankan je la.. he sae his eye sight very good la.. can see da numbers on da gantry cranes la.. dis n dat la... den i went back.. i think bout 12 plus.. i dozed off.. cant help it when u got nothing to do.. i think i woke up ard bout 1 10.. den went for lunch.. came back.. ard 2 plus.. sat a while.. dozed off until ard 3 plus... tau tau, patrick standing beside me.. haha.. he ask me, 'wad's dat?', coz i using da on screen keyboard thang... coz i lazy to pull n push da kayboard in n out.. betta juz use da mouse.. den i explain ar.. after dat.. ard 4 15, i went cofy shop.. sat wid im n razif, until bout 5 plus.. 5 20 reach office.. wait for 10 mins.. shut down.. come home.. haha.. thot of walking.. long time nvr walk... but by da time i left da office, da clouds got darker.. so i juz headed home... k la.. dats it i think.. cheers.....

2004-04-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

I PASSED SUBJ 10!!!!!.... muahahahahahahaha... hapi seh... all those in my 'class' all dah amik 3 4 kali.... i first time pass... muahahahaha.... wad a genius i am.... muahahahaha.... like real onli.. haha... k... now the thing i've been ranting abt for da past few wks.. i havent passed my rtt... so its so damned.. k la.. slowly pedal la ar.. todae at werk really nothing to do ar.. i think if got stuff to do better den nothing to do ar.. coz when u got nothing to do, u have to look for something to do, so as to act like u got something to do... fell asleep quite a few time juz now... dey juz kept quiet je.. oh yeah.. i found a secret place at marina house dat not a lot of ppl noe of... there's actually a balcony thang at level 5.. actually i like noticed it frm below b4 ar.. but nvr went there b4.. until todae.. b4 lunch... went to smoke there.. very windy place... got 4 chairs.. i think if senang² i can go there sleep ar.. hahaha....got nice view of tanjong pagar terminal somemore.... hahaha... n todae i really damn budget siak... no money to buy rokok... tinggal 2 btg for bbda.. i thot da thing was at 7.. skali go there.. wanna print reporting slip cannot print.. den i go print receipt.. da thing at 9 la.. damnz.. den go 3rd level do self practise.. b4 dat smoke on stick already.. den after doing all 4 books.. go back down.. smoked me last stick... n i was left wid none.. shitty siak.. den i juz sit n watch ppl ride.. ard 8 40 i went to print my reporting slip again.. den came back.. i saw my bbdc fren... haha.. actually i dunno his name oso.. but i took subj 8 wid him.. ke subj 7.. ntah la.. he already t subj 12 siak.. haha... den he offer me cigarette... wooooo... heaven.. how could i ever reject ciggies.. haha.. after the thing over.. got dis indian guy offer me again.. haha.. wooo.. heaven lagi... mcm tau je diorang.. hahhaa... n coincidentally (tak tau spell la), both rokoks are m'sian.. hahaha.. illegal.. den took bus.. went home... n dats the end.... cheers.......

2004-04-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

welcome to another episode of my life.. haha.. k... lemme see.. nothing really happened todae.. woke up 7 34.. forgot to turn off my alarm clock.. coz got snooze.. when i was in da toilet, da thing rang... n rang.. n rang.... den it stopped, i thot my mummy turned it off for me... den when came out of da toilet.. i saw da alarm clock on my bed.. think it rang until cannot tahan.. commit suicide on my bed.. haha... ok.. corny.. reached office exactly at 9.. haha... at last.. for once.. haha... didnt go for breakfast todae.. dah beli rokok.. budget.. haha.. had lunch at sapiah.. got beef, sayur, cooked lemak n kentang.. onli 2 50.. den i ask for extra begedil... went for tea ard 4.. came back ard 5 15.. surprisingly no one said anything.. at 5 30.. jo msged me.. i didnt realise da time.. den i look at da time sent.. dah 5 30.. exactly dat time.. i finished loading a vsl.. so i shut down.. den went home.. i juz visited a blog, i think its indon.. got propaganda stuff anti west n isreali stuff..cool webbie.. but i cant remember da url.. sorry.. but i noe dat if u see goods wid barcodes beginning wid 729, dun buy... it's isreali shit... cheers...

2004-04-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

wah.. my hand like wanna cramp already.. werked like a coolie y'dae.. hehe.. help shekin move house.. coolie dat takes smoking breaks once every hr.. haha.. wad a lazy bum i am.. n her family damn rock siak.. haha.. esp pakcik2 die all.. haha.. ade nk gigik konek bdk kecik.. suruh bdk tu isap punat.. hahaha... damnz.. kekek siak.. at de end of da dae, she gave me n jali 10 bux each.. i rejected.. i said juz blanje me mkn can.. but she insisted on it.. so.. heck.. hahaha... took da pakcik's van to marsiling, den took train frm there.. den ajak yat lepak.. got home ard 6 am, woke up ard 6 pm.. hehe.. den went out met yat again at tmn jrg ard 8.. got a music making cd rom frm him, den met jali, got dvd frm him, den he came to my place n watched it.. he juz left.... haiz.. my mom didnt buy my shampoo.. im using sunnydrop shampoo.. haha.. kepale gatal siak.. hahaha.. shit.. da weekend has ended.. tomoro werk again.. n im hungry.. cooking porridge.. coz got left over chicken.. hehe... my mom didnt cook todae.. believe it or not.. i didnt sae anything oso.. i told her yesterdae i not eating.. but todae diff... haiz/... fuck man... baru sebut psl porridge........ got burning smell ar... i run to da dapur.. skali my fucking porridge burnt siak........ fukk tol.. now muz cook again......... dammit.... wish me luck dis time... n while i was cleaning da pot... my dad stepped out of da toilet.. den he laff at me siak... hahaha...can ask somemore... wah.. burnt ar? damnz..... k la.. i wanna go jage my porridge.... cheers...